The idea of esotericism tells us of the knowledge which has been accumulated for tens of thousands of years and has been handed down from generation to generation within small circles of initiates. This knowledge often relates to spheres which have not even been touched upon by science. In order to acquire this knowledge, and also the power which it gives, a man must go through difficult preliminary preparations and tests and prolonged work, without which it is impossible to assimilate this knowledge and to learn how to use it. This work for the mastery of esoteric knowledge and the methods belonging to it constitute by themselves a separate cycle of knowledge unknown to us.
Esoteric knowledge is available only to those who seek, only to those who have been seeking it with a certain amount of consciousness, that is, with an understanding of how it differs from ordinary knowledge and how it can be found. This preliminary knowledge can be gained by ordinary means, from existing and known literature, easily accessible to all. And the acquisition of this preliminary knowledge may be regarded as the first test. Only those who pass this first test, i.e., those who acquire the necessary knowledge from the material accessible to all, may hope to take the next step, at which point direct individual help will be accorded them.
Decide to take an esoteric holiday. Start looking for what you have always sought but never dared to seek. There is a lot of it on the net. Just discriminate between what could be true and what is simply an economic venture.
Take a holiday and CELEBRATE your first step, towards initiation.